Hello and welcome back to my blog fellow Souls!
It’s been quite some time since i posted and i felt called to write again, to share my love of connecting to the divine, the sacred in life.
Both within me and in my connection to Mother Nature.
Here I am, in transition yet again, starting another new chapter of my journey back to my true self.
After much research into what a spiritual transition is, I have chosen to ride this journey in the spirit of the Hero/Heroine’s Journey (Joseph Campbell)and it’s been like a tumultuous ride in an emotional washing machine!
I’m sharing a powerful experience i had last week whilst deep in my inner meditation working with shadow selves.
It was such a profound felt sense of being and deeply sensory that it took me by suprise!
How it all started….
It all started when i felt that powerful surge start to flow through my body.
It felt like constraints i had placed on myself starting to lift like old ropes snapping. The ropes of constraint and conditioning are getting too weak and brittle to hold the mighty surge of spirit, of source energy pouring forth like a deluge.
I sense it like a waterfall flowing powerfully and smoothly.
It has begun!
I feel myself receiving these energies in my body.
They are deeply more real and intrinsic.
I feel it like the sea pouring within me, flowing, sculpting, caressing like ribbons of change flickering within my bones and flesh.
It is like a coming home within. My heart opens and receives this.
There is a freedom a strength. A knowing. A powerful knowing. I am alive in spirit. A returning of what I held back.
A strength of conviction of who I am . I am source energy manifested.
I feel it beat in my heart. Alive in every pulsation, every pump. I rejoice in it. I invite it in. It’s ecstatic return.
My body tingles. I feel pulsations in my shins and calves.
I know who I am.
I am source.
Source speaks to me….
“I have found my place within this vessel .
I speak through this vessel. I embody the qualities of love, of joy, of kindness.
Of powerful change from within this vessel.
I love the container of the flesh I am in, within this vessel.
I seek to flow and express through this vessel.
To dance the life of love through this vessel.”
Alive. Received. Loved. sensual. knowing. Intelligently present.
SHAKTI
Again Source speaks…..
“I see through the eyes of this vessel.
I see my creation through the eyes of this vessel.
I I feel the movement of energy of source flowing through this vessel
The sublime sensations that flicker and flow, travelling through flesh and nerve
Moving through my heart.
Eyes that are seen.
A voice that is heard.
Connection that is felt.
IAM
In All things
Exquisite in it’s belonging
Exquisite in its form
Exquisite in its existence
Timeless”
This experience speaks to me in waves of energy like a familiar friend. I have felt this before.
An energy birthing through me. A presence that is knowing, grounded. Taking shape in my form but existing beyond my form.
Connected to all other things
All moments converging NOW.
All existence converging NOW.
HERE
For this I am humbled.
May it speak through me:
May it move through me
The sacred feminine.
A celebration of life
Of existence.
I would love to hear of your experiences of connection with Spirit that changed, transformed or inspired you!
With love and blessings on your journey,
Nicole x